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Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery,
Today is a gift,
That is why we call it the Present!

wow. so long din blog freq, den nw suddenly so many posts like tat. lol.

favo male singer: 范逸臣; 李圣杰
favo female singer: 梁静茹
favo group: S.H.E
favo band: 五月天

movies to watch:
hua mulan (with baby)
new moon (with sarah)
storm warriors (with bros)
sherlock holmes (with baby)
alvin and the chipmunks 2 (with ???)

dramas to watch IF i have e time:
star's lover (korean)
下一站，幸福 (taiwan)

drama currently watching:
the four (hk)

im just being random. =_=

im still lazy to study iv. zzz.

i called kfc delivery at 10.20. they say it will only reach at 12am. wtf.

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sighs. i haven start studying my tmr investment test. 10% of e module. shld i study it? i planned to start studying for it ytd. but i slacked all day ytd. n this elearning wk, my bio clock is sooooo....... my sleeping hrs on avg is from 4am-4pm. congrats me. coz from tmr onwards, thr's sch again. i gotta twist back my bio clock. =_=

sighs. been on bad luck recently? or to be exact, bad mood? haiz. zzz. dk wat's wrong with me. i totally no mood to study nw. so tmr de test think cnf flunk le. i just feel like keep on typing n typing n typing but i dk wat to type. =_= ass.

n im wondering if i shld del my previous post. hmm. coz bit too vulgar. so shld i del it?

pls. anyone out thr, who can cheer me up? =(

i just quarrelled with my parents. so bear with me. i hv cooled down. but not totally. so im still fucking angry.

asshole. nbcb. fucking hell. im scolded for smth i dun think im wrong at. nabei. IM NOT IN WRONG. TOTALLY! tat's ur kind of teaching children isnt it? we hv nvr greet u since young. n nw u come to complain tat we dun greet u. treat u as invisible. nb. n nw u r scolding me tat i dun greet u. fuck u. to say it ugly, y only scold me? y dun scold others? they oso dun greet u as i noe. ever since i can understand, i dun see my bros greeting u too. tat's y i dun greet too. this is wat i see, wat i hv been 'taught', wat i learnt.

oh? iszit ONLY our prob? is ur prob pls. u NEVER try to communicate with us n yet u complain we dun communicate with u. dun we say din try. we DID. but u r toooooooooooooo bz for us. bz working, bz going to temple. bz going here, bz going thr. n so, u dun need us. n we dun need u too.

n u, mum. wat's wrong with u? dad dun hv mouth iszit? yeah. he doesnt hv a mouth. so even he wan to scold me, u hv to do it for him. n u scolded me like as if u r sooooooooo angry with me. fuck u too. those stares, thoses words. i dun even know y e fuck u scold me. ass. n yet i no choice but to stand thr n let u scold. fuck. i hate myself. i hate myself tat i dun hv e courage to really shoot u guys back. i can only stand thr. i tried to say smth back, but u just ignore me n continued scolding. fuck u. u think im wrong? okay. fine. no prob. complained i din greet dad? fine. NO PROB. i will nvr ever greet u 2 again. NEVER.

over my dead body.

Because You Live - Jesse McCartney

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live

i loved this song.but i cant/dont feel the love anymore.

been bz & lazy these days to update. so i gonna only post some quotes every now and then. xP

elearning, projects, planning, moving house, packing, furniture = HEADACHE

"I wish it could just be simple, like a retro pop song ‘I want you to want me.’ Boom! End of story. We then live happily ever after. But it’s never really like that, is it?" (edited)

"Life is already complicated as it is. You don’t need people to weigh you down, people to disappoint you."

"You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it."-eletheowl

"12782.) Everyday I wish my life could be a love story like The Notebook."-blogsecret

"There's always some reasons to feel not good enough."

"Every time someone finds the key to my heart, I steal it back and throw it away again, hoping no one else would find it."

"I'm an easy girl to love, but the hardest person to keep loving."

-eletheowl

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"I think sometimes the best thing you can do is to stop trying to figure out who you are and where you are going, and just enjoy where and who you are right now." - eletheowl

=DDD astro boy movie is nice! went dating with baby on fri. went suntec, cathay and plaza sing. watched astroboy at cathay. =DDDD nice nice. but sarah dun like. lol. wanted to watch 'my gf is an agent' de. but baby wan watch astroboy. jiu astroboy lo. im okay with both. =DDD

n baby gave me my early bday present. =DDDD


e perlini silver's necklace i wanted. =DDDD

& a white piggy stuffed toy. haha.
(this is a stuffed toy version of me!)(written by baby. =_=)

he bought all those in front of me. haha. coz it's damn difficult to surprise me. =) nvm la. lol.

tat's all. it's just a short post. =)

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"A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love, listens but doesn’t believe, and leaves before she is left." - Marilyn Monroe

wow. im not a wise girl. but nvm. i enjoy being a unwise stupid/foolish girl (to a certain extent). xP

it's 20 days away from my 18th bday. started to feel abit excited. lol. previously totally no feel. but i wont keep my expectations high. if not i might get duper disappointed in e end. =X

so.. actually im kanna booked on e actual day by baby. fyi, my bday falls on a saturday. if u dun rmb when's my bday, dun talk to me. LOL! so i just wanna say, im free for celebration on ALL other days. LOL! cheyy.... haha... n if u dk wat to get for my bday pressie, come ask me!!! i hv tons of things u can buy! LOL! so bhb. hahas!

hmm... slacked too much.. hv to chiong tuts n my internship report. haven even started e report. 1500-2000 words. i like repeat this hell lots of time le. lol. by fri need i guess. T.T

okay la. gonna go bathe n sleep le. class starts at 9am tmr. actually my classes start at 9am everyday. LOL. okay. bye everyone.

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i still feel very upset/disappointed/heartache/unjust/bullshit. so just let me rant okay?

IT'S ALL TOTAL CRAP BULLSHIT. is it so difficult to stand in our perspective? y must u 2 be so traditonal thinking? wat hell wrong is with my studies rite now? im doing VERY fine even im in a rs. i shldn't hv tried to tell them coz all along e way, i noe very well wat's e result. n it turned out just like wat i tot. fuck.

I HATE MY PARENTS. im just a daughter who wish to introduce e 1 she love like, who is her bf, to her parents formally. but i CANT. coz they will object, they will stop, they will nag. i can only tell them he's my good frd. fuck. forget it. at least i did try. they r fucking contradicting. esp my mum. okay. my dad totally object against it. my mum? she knew it very well we like each other. n she just shut up n wait for me to tell her e truth with e intention of objecting against it. like wtf? ass. she loves to act blur. she loves to know e truth but shut up to wait other ppl tell her in face. no1 noes wat she's thinking. it's not like we hv been tgt for just few months or we know each other for just few wks. we hv noe each other for yrs n been tgt for more den 1 yr alr. u keep shooting me tat know each other for yrs doesnt mean anything n yet u say must know each other longer 1st den see how. like wtf? u r contradicting urself can? u tell me to keep my options open, dun just 'stop' at one. u say exactly wat ur son, who is my bro, told me b4. but i shot him back n he shut up. i dun wan to shoot u coz i dun wan to end up quarrelling with u n makes things worse. but seriously i ask u, y do u hv to keep ur options open when u found a person who u love n he love u too? tell me. watever. i just hate tat u put ur thinking or mindset or wat u wanted on us. thr's nth wrong getting married to ur 1st love. urs din work out doesnt mean 2nd bro's wont. n i hate it tat u r soooo affected by ur own marriage n 2nd bro's tat u wan to stop me. it's not like i wan to get marry now. i hate it tat u think tat true love is rare n think tat i wont meet mine. i just wan to hv a rs. i just wan to fall in love. is it against e law? fuck. i noe im young, im still a kid in ur eyes. but i noe very well wat im doing. ass. my frds or other ppl got rs u dou din say anything. i jiu cannot hv. like wtf? to me, he's more than family to me. i love him more than anything. n yet i cant intro him to my family, who SHOULD BE e ppl im closest to. i can only stand aside, seeing my frds n their bf/gf communicating so well n nicely with their families. go out for dinner, stayovers, watever. i envy them like SHIT. i just feel so #$%*#$&%*#$(%#$&% tat i cried my eyes out. fuck.

AND A VERY BIG BIG THANK YOU TO WOO WHYE HONG. thanks for e dinner n thanks for giving me e guts to do smth i dun dare to. i kept running away from reality. it's nice to meet him. by e way, he's a very nice guy. at least i hv a gd 1st impression of him. LOL. i rarely hv gd 1st impressions of guys, esp frds' bf. daphne! u hv 1 of e best guys on earth!!! i hv mine too!!! hahas! u 2 look sweet tgt. n i really envy u 2.

22/10/2009 IS A PERFECT DAY OUT. except e fact tat i hv to see a jerk in class in e morning. went out with baby. movie marathon 2 movies n arcaded. sad to say, n it sounds bit pathetic, tat after being with baby for exactly 1 yr, 5 mths n 1 day, exclude those anniversaries n celebrations, we hv nvr went out for 1 WHOLE day. always like only afternoon, or only night. no full day. lol. yes. he's THAT bz.

BABY, I LOVE YOU. this is wat i wan to say to end this post.

just a random note, i hv lost my voice. actually still can talk. but it's soooooooo 'out of tune'.

no matter wat happen, i just wanna be with you.

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IM OVER THE RAINBOW!!!!

COZ IM GOING DATING WITH BABY TMR!! =DDDDDDDDDDDD HAHA! MOVIE MARATHON!

hope nth goes wrong... =(

AND HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO DAPHNE TAN MEI YAN!

she must be enjoying herself with whye hong RIGHT NOW! =D

im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy!